sometimes i just want to scream
when i was driving home last night, realizing that it was halloween and i wanted to call someone and say it was cool and fun and then realizing that i had no one to call
or because i need to become much better at managing my time because i feel like i am spending all my time working on this movie yet seem to get so little done and wonder if i am making any progress or only circles
because my life feels like a poorly mounted lens, in that no matter what i do, i cannot find the focus
for my sister, who is one of the neatest people i have ever known and is hanging out with an equally neat boy and doesn't know what to do with this new possibility
and maybe i just want to scream because i wonder if anyone would hear me?